Monday, December 01, 2003 Oh, Jesus, and another thing!
I quit smoking well over a year ago, and I mean I really quit. I'd had something like a pack a day habit, but I didn't really have physical withdrawal symptoms. This lead me to believe that maybe I wasn't physically addicted at all, or very mildly, and that it was all in my head.
Recent findings confirm this, because, holy shit do I ever want a cigarette. I want a hundred cigarettes, actually. I want to hijack a truckload for my personal use. I have a year of back cigarettes coming to me, damnit.
But no. I realize how genuinely foolish it would be to pick up such a bad and expensive habit when I am so virtuous and so poor.
My question here (and this is not rhetorical. E-mail me if you have any ideas) is what the hell do I do about these cravings? Patches and gums seem a little silly, because I'm not craving patches or gums, and I doubt I'm craving nicotine anyway.
My current solution is to chew my lip, and in this season of chapping, I would prefer not to continue.
posted by Frenz | 12/01/2003 03:52:00 PM
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